Most people who know me know that I am adopted. I've been with my adoptive mom since i was 3. I always thought about my blood relatives when I was younger, but it wasn't such a big deal. Now that I am older and maturing I am interested in finding my parents. I want to know where do I get my looks from, Where do I get some of my personality from, Where is my family from? Then of course there is the big question.....why didn't you keep me?
Today at the court house I signed the Adoption Information Registry form and I also got it notarized ( have the document legally signed) Now that, that is done I will mail the form to the adoption agency. This is a new chapter in my book of life.
Im nervous, scared.....Im afraid of disappointment. I always see the fairy tale story when families are reunited and they are happy and everything is perfect. What if I don't get that? What if my family hates me, what if my mother is dead? There are so many what "if's" running through my brain. I know everything isn't going to be perfect, but im ready for it. I have my mother and family and friends behind me. I always have a shoulder to cry on, and people to talk to. I thank you all for that.
*Sigh*....now all I can do is wait and anticipate. I will keep this blog updated.
Thank you for reading.
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